I'm very upset.

I set out to lose weight and better myself; at first I was so committed, I lost 3 kilos. I was satisfied with myself for making progress, so I began to loosen up. That was the biggest mistake I've ever made. I need to buckle down and get back to work, and continue working until I've lost all the weight I gained back and more. I need to get down to 56 kilos. At this point I've invested all my happiness in the achievement of that goal. I have a few dreams I'm trying to realize before I become a legal adult.
1. Maintain my friendship with the best friend I've ever had.